I heard that despair is one sin that is unforgivable. If this is true (which it is), I think I might be doomed to be be trapped in hell if I were to be judged at this very moment. Sometimes, I really do fall into this trap of feeling like I don’t know what I’m doing. I just can’t seem to fix our problems at home. I don’t seem to inspire my students to be good (not academically, that is). I have no time to study my readings for my Masters course. Gah! Everything just seems to be negative lately.
Still, I know this is only temporary and that I have the power to make choices. Either I choose to wallow in my difficulties or overcome them with a smile on my face. Definitely, I will choose the latter. I’ve been so blessed all my life and I know I’m going to make it out of this rut….